Even with all My fancy cock and ball torture equipment, I ended up just using a humbler, a shoelace, some rope, a bucket and a potato masher to devastate My slave’s balls last night. Oh and of course, my hands, knees, feet and elbows… You can do quite heavy ball busting with quite simple things. Though of course, it does help that he was securely bound to my bondage bench with no hope of escape.
The sado-masochist dynamic can be excruciatingly beautiful when the energy feedback loop flows well. When someone is willing to endure pain for Me… to put their full attention on just getting through the next few seconds, to please Me… when they volunteer their suffering… their strain… their very breath as offerings for Me… The intimacy of that is often more intense than sex.
I feed off this energy, willing sacrificed. They feed off My reaction and are bolstered to endure a little more… moment by moment… We are to pieces of the same whole. Different but complimentary cogs. The thrill is often in feeling that temporary Oneness and it’s physical markers, snaking through our beings
I draw this energy through My body and it feels like warmth… electricity… elation… and it can be deeply touching. Occasionally I will feel sexually aroused but mostly it is the feedback loop flowing through both of us that sets my being on fire. A masochist will share in this, filling with their own elation…
Compare a face in pain to a face in ecstasy… Both contorted.. No where to hide… the world falls away and there is nothing but this moment and that connection between us.
As a Pro Domme and lifestyle Mistress, I have many aspects to Me. I like to play differently with different people and I don’t always want to be sadistic. However, when the right fit comes along, it is a beautiful thing to unleash My talons and watch time distort… each second an eternity… their body, My instrument to orchestrate beautiful mayhem.
Most BDSM, and sex for that matter, comes down to the connection that flows between us and the places we go inside ourselves, and with each other… That is actually what we seek.
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